After more than two years of near-continuous government work, Motasim Dhawi's nervous system shut down over the course of a single day and night (EP 25).
Dhawi was serving as an aide and secretary to the head of Libya's Presidential Council. The job was effectively twenty-four hours a day, for more than two years. Between a day and a night, he stopped being able to sleep. The switch was not gradual. He describes it as a system going offline.
His family's reaction to the symptoms — insomnia, anxiety, a feeling of being unable to continue — was to tell him to pray. Prayer was offered as the complete solution, not as one part of a broader response. The implicit diagnosis was spiritual weakness.
Dhawi chose to see a psychiatrist. Libyan social norms around mental health treatment are restrictive: seeking professional help is often read as a sign of serious impairment, and friends warned him directly not to be seen at the clinic. He went anyway.
The account belongs in the same register as Osama Alfitory's in The Corpse on the Hard Drive — an explicit rejection of the cultural reflex to attribute trauma to supernatural causes, and an insistence on treating it clinically.
Dhawi rebuilt his life around a short set of rules:
The protocol is not a feeling. It is a list of actions. Dhawi treats the distinction as the point.
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Dhawi is one of the few Damiri guests speaking from inside an active Libyan government role. His willingness to describe a psychiatric breakdown, name it accurately, and list the operational protocol that pulled him out is unusual in Libyan public discourse — and makes the story a reference point for any listener inside the same taboo.